Postpartum Depression

It has been an ordinary day. But also?  An extraordinary day. This morning, I woke up before both boys.  I laid in bed, snug under the warm covers & waited to hear the growling bear sounds of Doug beside me.  He growls, I tell you.  & so does the little boy in the navy blue […]

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The hospital.

by heirtoblair on September 22, 2010

Being admitted to the hospital was probably one of the most unnerving things I have ever done in my life.  I was allowed to take three outfits, pajamas, & my cell phone.  I packed my journal, toiletries, & stuck pictures of my boys in the pages between my Diana Gabaldon novel.  Doug & I tried […]

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What happened.

by heirtoblair on September 16, 2010

I have debated writing this post. You might as well know that it makes me nervous. I have gnawed my fingernails over it, attempted to write it before, deleted, written, deleted, written, only to know that I was not strong enough yet.   But I think I’m strong enough now.  I feel, down in my soul, […]

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How I Spent My Spring Break.

by heirtoblair on May 24, 2010

Remember those God-awful essays in school?  SO boring & pointless.  Because you’d drone on & on about the pool and tulips & bonding with your mother when in reality, you spent your spring break on your period, hating the world until you were TRIPLE-DOG-DARED to make-out with Brace-face Brian behind the bushes outside the tennis […]

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The downward spiral.

by heirtoblair on March 8, 2010

I’ve decided to bypass McFatty Monday this week (but only for a week!) because I think it’s time to finally post this.  I think I finally feel brave enough & my God, I hope I don’t regret this by spilling some of the most vulnerable parts of my current life.  There may be some people […]

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